Hi Sister,
I avoid expression. Expression of thoughts, expression of feelings at interpersonal level. Probably, I dislike it or feel awkward, am unaware of the reason. But you should know, the feelings I harbour for you in my heart.
I am lucky to have you. You have played an excellent catalytic role in my life. You stand silently at every step while I climb, just to make sure that I don’t fall. You never reflect in your behaviour, but I strongly believe that you yearn for my success, my well-being as much as I do.
Over the years I have changed, changed a great deal. You have seen so many phases that I have been through. You have been supportive at each step. Although you do not agree with my decision at times, you respect it as it is my freewill. You think like me when it is difficult to justify myself to people around me.
I personally am very selective in deciding my confidant(e). You have naturally become one among the very few I have. It is hard to hide things from you. It helps a lot to have someone whom you can confide in. It keeps me away from the trauma and frustration or hysterical attacks.
Note that all the way I have loved you for some selfish reason. Go back and reason it out yourself if it skipped your attention. I see nothing wrong in it. Had you been bad to me what was the point in loving you? But...
Your smile is blissful. Your voice is sweet, you are comforting. You are beautiful, playful. Kindness and generosity are your forte. Boundless patience, unmatched maturity and innocence all tip me off. I lose control and all I can do is fall in love with you.
Although words are struggling to do justice with my feelings, I just thought you should know this. Thank you. Thank you for everything.
With love,
Vishal.
